What is the meaning of life? I don't actually know because life is taking turns all the time. I'm going through a change right now and I'm not really sure how I am going to handle it. Not can I talk to anybody about this, cause they are all going to say I just want attention and silently judging me.

Gosh how much I hates changes. It's like I'm going through what I did five years ago, thousand times worse.

Who am I? What do I want? Do I know who and what are importan to me? What am I going to do now? What will happen to me? Where will life lead me?

Because my soul is gone.