What is the meaning of life? I don't actually know because life is taking turns all the time. I'm going through a change right now and I'm not really sure how I am going to handle it. Not can I talk to anybody about this, cause they are all going to say I just want attention and silently judging me.

Gosh how much I hates changes. It's like I'm going through what I did five years ago, thousand times worse.

Who am I? What do I want? Do I know who and what are importan to me? What am I going to do now? What will happen to me? Where will life lead me?

Because my soul is gone. 

New year 2015

Hi guys! Happy new year! Did you have a good time with your loved ones?

I know I have. I actually partied so hard that I ended up in bed the last two days.

Here are some pictures:

Cutie pie. Happy new year, love. Be better soon! I love you so much ~

2015. New year. New start. I was so drunk that I hadn't set any goals for this year yet. But Imay we all can achieve whatever our goals are. Cheers!

Feeling fabulous

Hi guys! How are your holiday so far?

I know my is pretty simple: eat, sleep, read, cuddle with bf, repeat. It's awesome to have some free time before I have to go to school again. And I haven't decided if it's a good idea to start a new semester in the hospital for 4 weeks. Hopefully it'll be going well. 

Here are some of the pictures from my holiday:

Making sushi. Mhm... I'm hungry now..

Got these couple onepiece on a website I know about. Totally awesome, aren't they?

Did my nails for the new years party tomorrow. It actually didn't match the dress I was planning on wearing because I changed my mind the last minute, so I redo the nails as well. May e I'll post my outfit and stuff tomorrow? 

There were alot of pictures from christmas as well. But they are all on facebook. And right now I'm so lazy to copy and paste. Maybe next time. Hihi..

Hope you all'd have a awesome christmas and a kick ass start of the new year. See you again soon!

I'm going crazeeey

Hi guys!

It's that time of the year again; exams and all the study before christmas. I'm not an exception. I have an exam on this monday. And since I know almost nothing in biochemistry, I'm trying to learn everything from the early exams by heart. Sounds impossible, with all the formulas and complicated reaction and stuff. But we'll see, eh?

Hahah I think I've gone crazy...

Happy 2 years, honey ~

New computer

Hi guys!

Since my last computer is not working anymore, I decided to buy a new one. Well, tecnically it still works, but it doesn't allow me to do something with my music. And since it's a 4,5 years old school computer, I kind of have the right to buy a new one. Heheh....

Open the baby

It's pink. Yeei!

Now I have a working computer that allows me to update my ipod. Just wanted to show to guys!

Have a nice thanksgiving, all! 

Anniversary dinner

Hi guys!

So My boyfriend and I celebrated our second year together last saturday. Our anniversary is actually on this saturday, 29.11.14. But since both he and I are in the middle of the exams, we decided to celebrate it a week earlier.

We went first to a grill house for dinner. David was so nice and booked a table for us, planned out the dish. All I had to do was to enjoy the meal.

Handsome! 

This was the plate they bring us. Lots of meat and sauces and potato. Just how we like it. And it was delicious. Thank you for the meal. 

After that, we went back to his place to say hi to the family, before we headed to the movies and watched The Mockingjay. For the one who has read the book, the movie was surprisingly good. But those who haven't read it might find it a little boring, like David. I though the movie was amazing, and can't wait for the last part.

The date was sucessful if we look aside from my knee. Because clumsy me just had to bump in somewhere and hurt myself. Everytime there's something importen. This time I fell when I got off the bus, just right before I met up with David. After three days, it still look like this: (looks a little worse in real life though)

Oh yeeei! 

But anyway, With this post, I just want to say thanks to David who has been sticking around for the past two years. Who ever knew we would turn out this way? I've had so much fun being with you as I discover so many wonderful things in life. You're the most kind, caring, amazing person I've ever known. Thank you for allowing me to share happy moments with you, and be there for me whenever I need it. I'm looking forward to more years with you. Happy anniversary, darling!

I love you.

Gold in box

Hi guys!

 It's a thursday night, and I should be studying, but I'm not in the mood for that. I guess you can't spell "studying" without "dying". But the perfume that I have been so obsessed about has finally arrived. So I'll be writing a post about it as soon as I can.